You know, right now, what you will have to do eventually. Your stomach is telling you right now. You just don't want to have to listen to it; don't want to believe it. Believe it. The tummy knows. How many times in your life must you prove this to yourself?
Timing is everything...and we do need some financial backing...and things of that nature...in other words...a little bit of a plan in place...hopefully that will happen soon...some days can get discouraging when we feel things are moving at a "snails pace"...really...it would be good to see a major change in events at this point!!!
And I like to think I’m learning well. if the inner voice, that "tummy" doesn't have an instant "yes" or "no"... and with the first uncertainty or doubt.
I simply won't put myself under the pressure of answering, of deciding. At least until I have that quiet affirmation and confirmation, and all the noise around me stills itself and until I can "hear" or "feel" that answer.
Or I’ll just "walk away"... and let life and god decide.
The wonder... it most things usually take care of themselves. And I like to think, that life and god are always right anyhow.