This is felt as something like,
"Is this good enough yet?
Will they love me for this finally?"
This feeling is the gravity between personalities, the actor and the audience orbiting the same desire to be ultimately loved, which is like being ultimately happy.
The intention of a talk is to say something, though.
To be still and silent enough so the stillness and silence can say something. It is the direct opposite in sensation to the feeling of filling an absence or trying to learn something new to know.
It is the sense of being absently present to nothing much at all.
This one goes to that talk. This one goes to this talk. That goes over there. This one goes over here. It's all set, like dominoes.
Seek the source until the source is doubtless.
Only the source.
We go into the nature of that we are directly.
We forget the universe.
We forget pain.
We forget pleasure.
We forget who gets to go with us.
We forget being loved.
We focus on nothing but the source of all that we have ever known. The source of all that we can possibly be.
Nothing else matters.