We surround ourselves with distractions to convince ourselves otherwise and we embellish certain events to justify long periods where nothing really happens.

We set different life goals to give ourselves something to look forward to and either reward ourselves for reaching them, or
create a reason for why we didn’t and to think about the nitty gritty details that make up our lives and see if I can get a sense of what it’s all about.

Which makes me occasionally think I am insane now when I feel like nobody else questions what they are experiencing or what they think they know....

ps/smoh