I'm a moving contradiction.
My experience is my experience,
and it changes constantly.
The changes are subtle.
So it appears that nothing
changes, if I'm not there to notice.
But when I'm here to notice the momentum
of change is wondrous and diverse in form.
The kicker is I am always here
noticing, of course right!!!
But an appearance, a labelled believed experience
can make think otherwise, when seeking for salvation from my pain.
There is no
salvation beyond what is happening.
For this reason, in an ultimate sense it is
ridiculous to seek freedom from pain.
But from the place of being a person it
is not.
So I will seek no pain until I can dill with responsibly.
Only when I
can learn this responsibility in my experience can I have the freedom I desire,
even though it is always right in front of me.
ps/smoh
